City Girl
A Painting and a Poem, both by Eric K. Carr
Sometimes I wonder
What if Mary Oliver
Was a city girl
What if she never saw
The bear
Or the dark pond
Or the black snakes
Or the peonies and wild roses
Trembling with black ants?
What if her animals
Were on TV
Or behind bars
If the only geese she saw
Were printed on greeting cards
And the summer day
Smelled like hot asphalt
What then
Would she think
Of her one tamed
And still precious life?
Would she notice the collective soul
Of so many people
With so many stories
And more wisdom
Held within one block
Than perhaps all of Alexandria?
Would she revel
In the smell of rain
On concrete
And the way things like candles
And cut flowers
And windows open to the street
Still link us to something primal
Or at least primitive?
Would the soft sinews
Of wrought iron
Or stubby greatness
Of government buildings
Speak to her soul
And would she delight
In the flights
Of pigeons
The dark mysteries of sewer rats
And erratic shocks of green life
Pushing through sidewalk cracks?
Perhaps she would sit in a taxi
Mouth agape in wonder
At the heartbeat
Of a city
Throbbing
Pulsing
With so much life
Are we really made
By place
And time
Or of seeing?
Perhaps the poet's genius
Is not in the luxury of time in nature
Or the necessity of solitude
But in the prophecy
Of different sight
Of sensing deeply
Of treasuring here
Now
Wherever here
And now
May be
A shock of green grows
Pushing through the cracked sidewalk
Monsoon graffiti
City Girl
Mixed Media, acrylic, dirt from the sidewalk, vintage Swarovski crystals, ink, mica
City Girl Detail
Detail of the texture and crystals that make up the flower
Old Pueblo Poems
City Girl opens and closes with a modern haiku. The closing haiku from the poem was chosen by the Downtown Tucson Partnership and the University of Arizona Poetry Center for the first annual old Pueblo Poems literary competition for an installation in Downtown Tucson. The entire poem was also selected for a reading at the 2019 Arizona International Film Festival.